Day 8!!!!

Oh mannn... I thought I'd do well with this little blog. NOT SO MUCH!!! Well today is day 8 and I have 1 more day left. I can't believe the will power I have with not eating. Usually I would sneak foods left and right but I've actually lost the total of 11-12 pounds and tomorrow I will measure myself and see the total of inches I've lost. I have cheated a few times but whatever... It's my loss I guess. And to make it silly the only thing I've cheated on is my Italian food. I couldn't resist eating 1 piece of rav, 1 tiny piece of pizza, and I think that's about it... I've done REALLY good for being me... If I had to do it again I would probably say yes... I'm thinking soda won't be such an issue for me either. I have committed to only drinking 3 sodas a month and trying to cut down on my sugar. Anyways... I'm getting used to the cleansing drink and actually like drinking it now and the wafers... Eh... I prefer the REALLLL chocolate but I could actually get used to them.

Day 2 cont...

Ok so today I did really well until night time and then my hunger really kicked in... So I ate 3 egg whites and 1 banana. I start my shakes tomorrow and am really hoping that it will be good or else Jake and I said I'm screwed... Anyways... Well to be continued tomorrow...

2nd day of cleanse

Oh my goodness, today is SUCH a better day. I went to the store and got some berries and bananas for my shake which I start tomorrow. I have been able to eat the wafers and drink without a problem so it seems like things are going to go well... I'm still pretty hungry and the temptations are still there but if I can hold out 8 more days I'll be proud. I guess I have to eat the almonds instead of the walnuts though which is ok. I love nuts which is a plus!!!! I can feel a difference in my body today. I'm tired but didn't get a goodnights sleep anyways.... I must say I'm pretty proud of myself!

1st day of cleanse cont.

Ok so this is getting better... The drink I just down w/ REALLY cold water and the wafers I down w/ walnuts instead of almonds. I think that's ok... I have only eaten a slice of apple and was VERY tempted by the Twinkee my son brought up to me insisting I eat because I have been very good today. I am sooo craving a soda and am having hot flashes and headaches because of the withdrawels. I am doing ok though... I am hoping I can occupy myself doing other things instead of just thinking of this darn diet though... I painted my nails and that went really well... :) We'll see how I do tomorrow!!!!

1st day of cleanse...

Ok well, today I have started my 9 day cleanse... I must say it tastes like !@#!... I started 30 minutes after waking up today. I'm not that thrilled about it but know I really have to loose weight. Soooo.... I took my measurements and weighed myself. I weighed 179 and hopped in the shower. I drank the berry cleanser which made me vomit and chased it down with some water. I then ate the tablet which tasted like @#$@... So... I'm doing it and so far so good. I haven't touched another thing to eat or drink either which is good for me.... So it looks like I have to eat these tablets like every 2 hours so I guess I'm going to have to get used to them. I did find that eating them w/ walnuts seemed to make it taste a bit better though... IF I loose the weight I want I am going to do something very special for myself. I'm not sure what to do though... ANY IDEAS??? I'll keep you updated and keep telling you how NASTY this stuff is but I'm really hoping that writing this will make me feel better... :)